Nonchalant

Sometimes i choose to be nonchalant about the things that are happening around me, nonchalant about people that come and go into my life.

The process of being nonchalant actually helps one to cope with the torture of excessive thinking. Humans tend to use our brain power in areas that doesnt add value to our life. For example, we put a lot of thought into lost love, lost money and lost opportunities. No doubt its good to learn from our mistakes, but what is lost is lost. Instead of dwelling on the past and self pity, one should use more brain power to device a plan for the future. But more often than not, one's mind wanders into the past whenever one is alone and esp in the night.

I am no exception to wasting a good portion of my brain power to wonder about the past and what could have been done.

I am so lazy that I have resorted to listening to the bible instead of reading it.